I don’t know if you’ve ever traveled on a train. My first experience
would always keep me quite fond of this mode of transportation. My first
impression, all are they quite mistaken, came after watching woman who had
the misfortune to be traveling with their children. My second impression
was that women sure yelled a lot. How do you suppose they thought we felt
listening to their empty threats? It did give me pause to wonder which of
the little cretins would turn out to be a serial killer or worse, one of
them. I guess being cooped up on a train is no fun for kids. At first it
wasn’t much fun for me but the scenery was nice once we cleared the towns.
I moved from coach to coach at first, watching different people while
wondering where they were from and where they might be going. We were all
heading west. I was heading for San Diego to join my navy unit. I’d had a
plane ticket but I cashed it in for my first train trip first to home and
than on to San Diego and my first boat trip. Three days on a train didn’t
sound so bad if you said it fast enough, but it got to be a tedious way to
travel, that was until I met Bobby Brand. I had settled in across the isle
from a woman who was writing poetry. She asked me what I thought and it
was quite good. She was from Mexico but had settled in California. I told
her I was a writer and we had a nice laugh. I shared my trail mix and she
regaled me with stories of her ancestral home. She was actually quite
charming and I hated to see her go. The miles had melted while we chatted
but little did I know there were more and better friends to come.
Bobby got on in a small town in Illinois. He was carrying an oversized gym
bag. He was dressed in what turned out to be college travel uniform. Bobby
was a wrestler. I was dressed in my navy uniform because it got me a
discount. I caught sight of him as he walked up the isle toward me. He
tossed his bag up into the overhead before dropping down into the seat
across and one row forward of mine. He immediately took to looking out of
the window once the train started to move. He waved at someone and then
got up to get a book out of his bag.
He sat down to read what
looked like a textbook. So far he hadn’t discovered me, and I could see
most of him from my seat. He wasn’t a big guy, and I certainly wouldn’t
have guessed he was a wrestler. He just had a pleasant face, dark hair and
eyes, and he might have been five foot seven if he stood tall on a good
day. I picture wrestlers as being six five and weighing in at two fifty or
above. With my concept Bobby was only half way there at best. I glanced
his way from time to time and watched the farmland roll by.
There
is a certain comfort to the way a train rocks. It was several hours after
Bobby sat down that I caught his eye for the first time. I wasn’t even
thinking about him, well, not at that precise instant anyway. I got bored
with the scenery and turned to check things out, and he was looking in my
direction. Our eyes met quite by accident and I smiled and nodded and he
smiled and nodded back. He knew I was alive. He had a nice smile and good
teeth. I like good teeth. People who have them are lucky.
During a
stop just before we hit St. Louis, one of those mothers got on with two
unhappy kids in tow and they were just the wrong age for a train. I had my
bag on the seat beside me and tried to look very unfriendly as they passed
by me. They sat in the seat in front of Bobby, but the extra kid was told
to sit next to him. Bobby didn’t seem amused and simply looked out the
window while doing his best to ignore the new arrival.
It was an
eight-year-old little boy and he couldn’t sit still or shut up. Bobby
finally got up and sat down in the seat in front of me. So much for eye
contact. I could see the back of his head after he leaned the seat back a
bit. A mess of folks got on in St. Louis, and an old lady sat next to me
and my glower look. A younger woman sat beside Bobby. It wasn’t the
seating arrangement I wanted, but I wasn’t quick enough to make the
arrangements that suited me.
We were heading west as the day
darkened and much to my surprise; Bobby turned around and looked at me.
“You in the navy?” he asked.
“Yeah, that’s why I’m wearing the
Navy uniform,” I said, not knowing how to answer the question any other
way. “Duh,” he said, “I guess that was stupid, huh? I want to go to the
dining car and they make you sit with strangers. I hate that! I always get
this same old man sitting across from me drooling in his soup, you know,
and he’s smiling at me like I’m the dessert.” The older woman next to me
looked up out of her magazine as Bobby explained things to me.
“Sorry ma’am, no offense. I bet you sat across from him too, huh?”
He apologized.
She looked back down into her magazine as he kneeled
up and leaned his well-shaped arms on the back of the seat to finish what
he started. I decided to make it easy on both of us.
“You want to
eat together because you think I don’t drool,” I said. “Damn, that’s a
great idea. Why didn’t I think of that? I knew you wouldn’t want me
sitting with that old fart again,” he blurted out happily. “Oops! Excuse
me, ma’am,” he added, looking at the elderly woman and shrugging his
muscular shoulders innocently. “My momma says I got a big mouth. I guess
she’s right.”
We went the wrong way and backtracked to the dinning
car. He was giggling or laughing the entire time we were searching for
food. He seemed like a happy go lucky guy. He had taken off the jacket of
his travel uniform and the tank top showed off his muscular arms and
chest. He wasn’t real big but he was built strong.
The dinning room
was only half full and the porter objected only once before giving in to
the idea we didn’t want to sit with people we didn’t know. I wanted Bobby
to myself and I hoped no one else was seated with us. Sitting across from
him I couldn’t stop checking out the nipples that made quite an impression
on the sheer material of his white form fitting tank top. “Where you
headed?” he asked.
“San Diego,” I said.
“Me too. Two nights
and two days on a train. Well, at least my old lady isn’t as old as your
old lady. We should have sat together. I was afraid to ask you. I didn’t
want you to think I was weird. I’ve got to think about it before I talk to
someone, but then, as you might notice, I never shut up.”
“That’s
funny, I thought about the same thing. Great minds think alike,” I said.
“Why didn’t you say something?” Bobby asked. “I don’t know. I didn’t
want you to think I was weird. I guess I was afraid you’d get the wrong
idea,” I said. “I’m Rick.” “I’m Bobby,” he said, as we shook hands across
the table on it. I couldn’t believe what he ate. I might have offered to
pay for the meal but after the second burger and second order of fries, he
was looking at the menu again. We were there for almost two hours. The
service was a tad slow. I think the porter didn’t like having to walk that
extra four feet to the table where I asked to sit. I think it offended him
personally that I didn’t want to sit where he told me. Bobby told me about
going to Carlsbad to see his father for the first time in ten years. He
was remarried and had two other kids. They hadn’t been very close, but
once Bobby started college, his dad asked him to come to his place for
Christmas. Bobby said he’d been waiting for years for him to want him to
come out but his father told him it would have caused trouble with his
mother. He was over eighteen now and he could make the decision for
himself.
I watched him as he talked. I watched the way he moved his
arms to express himself. I caught a glimpse of the dark hair under each
arms. His chest moved sensually inside his shirt. When he leaned forward I
could almost see down to his nipples, but they remained in hiding in spite
of my best efforts to get a glimpse. He caught me checking him out once
and I acted like I was looking for something on the table. He looked a
second time to see where my eyes were, but I was careful to have them on
something less exciting. I didn’t want to do anything that made him
suspicious of my motives.
We paid up and headed back toward our
seats. Two cars up from the dinning car were a section of open seats. I
suggested we come back and take seats beside each other so we didn’t have
to worry about other kids or old ladies. Bobby thought it was a great
idea. After the porter’s original reluctance to allow us to move, he
agreed seeing the futility of the denial.
Bobby insisted I take the
window seat and we continued our chat with him telling me about his
family, college life, and the wrestling team. Nowhere was there mention of
a girlfriend, and that suited me fine. He was talking about his childhood
and his parents divorce while the coach around us was slowly falling
asleep. It was late at night before he finally fell asleep. Since our arms
were rubbing together, I enjoyed the feel of his skin as he started to
snore a bit.
The lights in the car were out and the sounds of the
night and the clack, clack, clack of the wheels against the track was the
only thing that disturbed the comfortable rocking and rolling of our car.
I thought nothing of it when Bobby’s face leaned against my bear shoulder.
I was sure he was asleep. I’d taken off my shirt and hung it and my
uniform jacket neatly for the night. My white tank top wasn’t nearly as
flashy as his orange top.
When his head leaned against my chest, I
had to put my arm over his and across his body if I didn’t want to disturb
him. My hand came to rest over one of his nipples quite by accident. My
fingers felt it through the shirt in one daring bit of foolishness. I felt
its firmness a second time before making my fingers behave. His chest was
solid and cut and I reluctantly left it alone.
As the train rocked
along Bobby’s face settled down into my lap after a long and slow decent.
My hand was now on his belly button and his stomach was hard and flat. I
loved the touch of him and couldn’t believe how much I was enjoying train
travel. It was maybe a half an hour before I ran into difficulty. Bobby’s
face was on top of my cock and reacting by the intoxication of having a
boy in my arms even if by default, my cock was hard.
I was
squirming so it wouldn’t be so obvious if he should wake up, but each time
I tried to move it, his face moved harder against the offending member. I
had it all worked out what I would say if he should wake up and become
alarmed by our proximity but this would be hard to explain. I thought I
was going to die as I made an effort to dislodge him without making
matters worse.
It was then he changed the position of his lower
body, twisting and turning and scotching this way and that until my
fingers were directly against his cock. It was only then that his body
lies still. He was as hard as I was and almost instinctively my fingers
closer around his it. “Ohhhh!” he moaned lightly against my cock.
His hips moved ever so slightly at my hand. The intent of the movement was
unmistakable. He pressed his cock harder against my hand for a second time
and made another muffled lusty sound. After carefully working my cock out
of his way, he turned his face right back on it again and I could feel his
hot breath once he placed his mouth directly on the material that hardly
kept my condition a secret from him. It felt wet and hot and then I felt
his lips moving on the cloth. His teeth dug into my pants as more heat and
wet excitement got to me. I put my hand on the side of his face with the
intention of moving his mouth off my hardness, but instead, I simply held
him in place, unable to end the delicious delights he was bestowing upon
me. I raised my hips so he could get a better grip with his lips and
teeth, and he used them skillfully to raise the stakes a few notches. He
slipped his arm around my waist. Bobby’s head moved up off my lap as his
thick meat pressed hard against my hand as he used his hips some more.
He whispered, “I’m sorry but you didn’t seem to mind all that much.”
“No one’s ever made me so hot,” I whispered.
“Me too. I guess I
could finish,” he said, grabbing his jacket and dragging it over his head
and my lap. His mouth went right back to where it did me the most good. He
certainly didn’t need a bookmark to find his place.
I could hear or
at least I was sure I felt my zipper slowly moving downward. I suddenly
realized he was about to give me all I could possibly hope for but I
wasn’t convinced the setting was right. With no hesitation his hand was
dipping into my underwear’s pee slit until he located my hot wet cock. His
fingers moved over the shaft like he was measuring it before he slipped it
out through the opening and into the cool night air. His lips were like
tiny velvet electrodes exciting every nerve ending in my cock. His tongue
moved down the underside as he swallowed me in one long slow motion
downward movement. He didn’t stop until I was buried in the confines of
his throat. His lips rested on my pubes. I was his prisoner.
My
legs tensed and I couldn’t believe I was getting a blowjob in the middle
of a train coach by this great looking guy with the awesome body. He lay
quiet, keeping me lodged in his mouth and then his hand took mine, and
much to my surprise, while he had been distracting me, he had freed his
fat cock and it was hanging out of his pants. I looked around alarmed and
pulled off my shirt to cover his exposure. When my fingers touched him his
hips rolled forward in an easy motion that filled my hand. There was a
gush of hot air that blew out of him and onto my excitement.
It was
almost enough to set me off.
His cock was hot and hard in my hand
and he hummed on mine as I stroked him off. I examined the situation to
see if there wasn’t some way to get my mouth on him but the confines of
the seats didn’t allow for such gymnastics without alerting other
passengers or the porter. I would have to settle for feeling the throbbing
muscle expanding in my fingers as mine expanded in his throat.
I’d
never had anyone swallow me and then not give it back in short order and
in time for me to finish myself off. Bobby seemed quite content keeping me
right where he had me. If not for his pulsing peter pumping out precum I
might have thought he died on my dick. The gentleness of the blowjob gave
new meaning to tender loving care. He was obviously in no hurry to finish
me off and this left me hanging on the ragged edge of relief.
I
could feel my cock head trapped in his throat as the wetness on my shaft
increased. The incredible warmth made me dizzy and weak as his hot
throbbing cock twitched in my hand. With the amount of sticky liquid he
was furnishing me I was certain he was having a very good time. I used the
enchanting liquid to massage him more vigorously and all at once he
grabbed my hand so I couldn’t continue this new and exciting motion. He
eased his mouth back off me.
“Don’t,” he panted, “You’ll finish me
off and I’m not nearly as good once I get off.”
“Where’d you learn
to do that? I never had anyone swallow me.” “My coach has got a short fat
dick. It took me half the season to get all the way down on him. It took
some practice.” “You do it with your coach?” I asked surprised. “One of
the student assistants. He’s not much older than I am. We room together on
the road. I suck him all night some times.” “He’s a lucky guy,” I said,
wanting to end the conversation and get him back to what he did best.
“Here, play with this end,” he said, pushing down the elastic
waistband until his ass was exposed. He pulled my hand back until my
fingers felt the rugged ridges that marked his hole. He was immediately
back down on me and making me dizzy again. As soon as my finger poked at
it he started to gush more hot air on me and his ass undulated against my
probing digit. The moan became louder once access was imminent and his ass
suddenly lurched back until my finger was well inside.
I’d always
liked heavy hot and hardy blowjobs but Bobby was driving me crazy with his
mouth and no one had ever done that before. He became a little more
aggressive as he slid his arms around my waist and I used a second finger
on his hole. By leaning over his side I found I could hold his balls and
feel back between his legs. He bent his knees and positioned himself so I
could go anywhere that I needed to go. I examined the power and strength
of his legs and ass while he leaked a steady stream on my overextended
bare arm.
While I examined all his accessories, I lost it without
warning. It just suddenly washed over me. As hot as I was I didn’t think I
was ready to cum. I didn’t want to cum. I was so wrapped up in that body
of his, my own got away from me.
I felt him gulping the load back
as he coughed and tried to stifle the sounds it made. He too was taken by
surprise. True to his style, he never quit my erupting meat. As the last
spasms hit me, only the head was in his mouth, but he drank happily and
ran his hands up on my back under my undershirt as he held fast to me.
When I was done he let his lips slid back down to my pubes and he seemed
reluctant to give up his prize. Of course it wasn’t as much of a challenge
by then.
We rode like that for a long time. My fingers stayed
pressed on his hole, but it was far less exciting than before I blew my
load. He was content to hold my softened cock in his warm comfortable
mouth. The train rocked and I floated along in my own little world, not
wanting to fall asleep but unable to stay awake.
It was
disappointing when he gave up the ghost. He dried me on his jacket and
zipped me back up when he was done. He put his pants back in place before
sitting up while we road along silently into the night. “Can I sit there?
You’ve had the window the whole time.” I scooted out and he scooted in. He
put his arms underneath the jacket, but he didn’t put it on, and his
well-cut shoulders were still rubbing against mine. He looked at me twice.
I didn’t make eye contact but I knew he was looking. I didn’t feel much
like sleep any more. I wondered if he was having second thoughts about
what we had done. He said he did it with his coach, so it wasn’t new to
him. He seemed so straight and so confident that it was hard to believe
what we had done. What I really wanted was a nice bed and a shot at that
hole of his. He was so tight and muscular; I knew screwing him would be
something special. It was obvious to me that my fingers had given him some
pleasure and that left me wondering if my dick might give him more. As far
as I knew he hadn’t shot off yet and that left some hope of encouraging
more activity out of him. I found myself examining the contours of his
shoulders and neck as he looked out into the dark. I looked around and the
seats across from us were still empty. It was so dark I couldn’t see any
further up in the coach. No one had moved for some time and I had heard no
one taking seats anywhere around us. We had been very quiet with our
activities and I was sure nothing had been heard above the noise of the
swaying car and clacking wheels. I figured a little suggestive
conversation wouldn’t hurt.
“You let him fuck you?” I asked,
bluntly as I watched his face.
“He has a girlfriend and says he
can’t do that.”
I put my hand down on his thigh and scooted closer
to him, resting my face against his smooth shoulder. There was no
resistance and then his legs spread open.
“What a fool,” I said.
“You’ve got to be the best.”
He looked at me and smiled real big.
“I figured you’d be done after one,” he said, looking fondly into my
face.
“How many before you’re done?” I quizzed.
“You can put
your head in my lap if you want. You can rest better that way. It is
pretty comfortable if you like that kind of thing.” I scooted down until
my face leaned on his thigh. He leaned up so I could put my arm behind him
and I immediately had it in the back of his pants. He raised up until my
finger was back on his hole, rubbing his hot spot.
“I really get
into that. I don’t think it’s a good idea to try it here,” he said as my
finger broke through. “Oh yeah!” “That okay?” I asked, wanting him to
reconsider. “That’s so hot,” he said, softly. “You can put your head under
my jacket.
I was lost in my dreams of fucking that which I was
touching when I felt something warm and familiar rubbing the skin on the
side of my face. As I turned to see what it was going on I came face to
face with his one eyed trouser snake. It was hanging out of the jock pouch
after he’d pushed his pants further down. He rubbed it against my skin
until he pressed the head onto my lips while holding my head in place.
“Suck it for me. I want you to suck my dick now,” he said, leaning so he
could whisper in my ear. The head was hard and full and well developed. I
licked it and got a moan from him as his lips touched my ear. I collected
the drops I knew would be there with my tongue. His tongue licked the
ridges of my ear and his lips nibbled the lobe. As soon as I started
working on him he tried to force it into my throat. I wasn’t as skilled as
he was but my teeth didn’t seem to deter him any. He held my face and
fucked his cock across my teeth and into my throat.
“God,” he
growled low in his throat. “Fuck,” he said, as he rammed it completely
into my mouth. My lips were no more than half way down his shaft but it
didn’t seem to matter as long as they were available. I could feel the
muscles tensing as his hips charged off the seat in a sudden jerk. He
pulled my face down on him while he was thrusting up.
I could taste
the lust dripping out of him as he moaned in my ear. I decided it was time
for a second finger and on one of his lurches at my mouth I inserted it
along side the first. He didn’t miss a beat and I winced as my teeth came
into play even more severely than before. I felt his demands and wondered
if I could pull away if I wanted. His strong arms now had me in a death
grip that he seemed unwilling to give up as he tried to drive his cock
into my throat.
I felt all his muscles tensing and I wondered how
long I could take the punishment, but the taste of fresh cum started
rising in my mouth. As quick as the first stream shot out of him he
collapsed back on the seat and my fingers. His cock moved out of my throat
still spewing cum into the back of my mouth. The thick aphrodisiac pumped
onto my tongue in a steady gush of fluid. I didn’t suck and he didn’t fuck
but the cum just kept on cumming.
He stayed half-hard and I kept my
face in his lap. I was surprised when his hand felt the front of my pants
for some sign of life. “I knew it,” he said.
“What?” I said,
finally giving it up.
“You’re as horny as I am. I knew you’d be on
a hard.”
“I was afraid I was hurting you,” I said.
“I’m not
used to someone being that aggressive. I couldn’t keep my teeth out of the
way.”
“I like a little pain with my pleasure. I told you, I’m a
wrestler. We can take it even when it gets rough.”
“I bet you can,”
I said, as he squeezed me through my pants.
“Maybe I’ll give you
some place nice and warm to put that a little later,” he said, giving me a
big smile.
I must have fallen asleep between the main course and
dessert. When I woke up my head was in his lap. His hand was on my chest.
“You awake?” I heard a voice say.
“What?” I said, clearing the
cobwebs.
“You awake?” Bobby asked, speaking closely into my ear. I
could feel he was up to. It was pressed on my cheek with only that smooth
fabric of his uniform pants and his jock separating it from me. I didn’t
have a clue what time it was but except for one errant light at the back
of our coach, it was dark everywhere I looked. “Yeah, don’t you sleep?”
He carefully felt my chest and stopped at each of my nipples to make
little circles while he examined the contours. “Not so much when I’m with
someone. You got a nice one,” he said, still leaning toward my ear each
time he spoke.
“You too,” I said, speaking to the protrusion in his
pants. “Chest. You’ve got a nice chest. I like chests,” he said. “When I
wrestle, I like getting my arms around a guy to feel how strong his chest
is. It’s even better when he feels mine. I like legs and arms but chests
are the best.”
“Basic training takes all the wrinkles out of your
body,” I said.
“I might join the military,” Bobby said without
bending to my ear. His hand moved down to the front of my pants. If I
wasn’t hard before he touched it, I was shortly thereafter. It wasn’t the
old grope and run that I got in the barracks. Bobby liked it and he knew
what he liked. He leaned forward to hug me against his body. “I’ve got to
piss. I don’t want to go alone. You have to piss?” he asked, leaving a
kiss on my ear.
“Sure,” I said. “I’ll have to put my uniform back
on.” “Shit! No one knows those are Navy pants. Just pull your T-shirt out
and you’ll look like the rest of us. Besides, no one is up this time of
night.”
There were five seats with people in them in the front of
the car as we worked our way to the toilets that were down a flight of
stairs at the end of the car. He had a hold of the front of my pants and
my erection before we got through the door.
There’d been only one
lost weekend when I got something more than a hand job since joining up.
We were all so drunk I wasn’t sure who I had fucked, although he was.
Bobby had made me an offer a little earlier that I wasn’t about to refuse.
I had no clue when the next time would come and I doubted I’d ever luck
into anyone that looked like him or was as nicely put together.
The
bathroom wasn’t very big but it was big enough for the two of us. I didn’t
let him turn around when we got inside, I used my hand inside his elastic
waistband and pushed his pants down to his knees and pushed him forward
over the sink as I was getting myself out. He didn’t protest in the least
but he handed me a foil package that he had in his hand. He had the same
thing in mind as I did all along. I felt his solid shapely ass and got
myself ready. He turned long enough to slobber on my weapon and then he
hoarsely spoke.
“Wet my hole for me. That gets me going.”
He
didn’t need to say more. I was so hot for him I’d have done anything to
get hooked up. I kneeled and licked past the tiny black hairs and into the
brown spot that showed no sign of resisting me, no matter my demand. His
hand held my head gently as it roamed his cleft. He smelled no less sweet
no matter when I put my mouth. I did move his jock pouch enough to swallow
one and than the other ball. His sac was protected with fine dark hairs
but nothing gross or distracting.
The only sounds were the ones he
made while I used my mouth on him and the ones I made while I used my
mouth on him. The rocking and rolling and clacking of the wheels had
blended into some space in my mind in a way that made them mute. The light
was a bit harsh for love making, but as with cigarettes in the service,
smoke ‘em if you got ‘em, came to mind, and I had him exactly where I
wanted him.
He stayed very still for the entry. I slid my arms up
around him, remembering to hold and feel his chest. By putting my hands up
under his shirt, I got to feel his warm smooth skin and his tight hard
muscles. It was the most magnificent blend of tough and tender I’d ever
experienced. By the time I regained my senses about myself, we were
meeting each other thrust for thrust. His ass was as vigorous as my dick
and he made no bones about the fact he loved getting fucked.
Our
sucking had been soft and easy as we coaxed our passion from one another.
It was a bit awkward but mostly a thing of convenience. There is only so
much you can do in the middle of a train car after all. Now we had gone to
the bottom of the world and there was no need to temper our lust. I was
just amazed that I found someone that liked getting fucked as much as I
liked fucking.
I worked my arms up in front of his chest and
clasped my hands on his shoulders. This gave me leverage enough to drive
all the way inside him with each thrust. His gapping mouth left slobber on
the red sink top as it moved to my pace. He kept his eyes closed and had
the most magnificent look of joy on his face. I spent some time watching
his face in the mirror as I appreciated his ass for him as well. I lasted
for some time, only because I had already dispatched a load earlier in the
evening. Each time his tight ring started to milk my cum out of me, I
changed the pacing, slowed to his sorrow, and once I regained my control,
I found I was able to go even more vigorously. Even with all that
self-control, it was only a few minutes before I was lying across his back
as I finished the merger while losing my head. While I leaned hard against
the sink, Bobby slipped my grasp and leaned against the compartment wall.
His dick was thrust out beside the pouch as he beat up on it. The tip
turned cherry red and its width and girth increased as he coaxed it. His
dark bush was a wonderful accent to the whiteness of his skin. There were
purple veins throbbing in his shaft and the pinkish white skin came up to
cover part of the shinny head as his fist punished it vigorously with
strong strokes until the white streams were propelled outward.
The
first and second leaped well beyond me and almost to the far wall, falling
harmlessly onto the floor. He arched his back, leaned his head against the
wall, and pumped away until he went dry and weak. I’d never seen anyone
jerk off so convincingly in front of me. Bobby was the real deal for sure.
He knew how to get where he needed to go and I was glad he had taken me
with him.
“Oh, man. That’s it for a while,” he said, using paper
towels to mop up the floor after doing his hand.
He flipped his
jock pouch back in place and pulled his pants off his knees. I was still
hanging out of my zipper but I had deposited the used rubber in the
toilet. He held my limp package and felt it with his thumb.
“That’s
so nice,” he said. “It’s just fat enough and plenty long to do the job.
I’d say you’ve done that before?”
I heard the question in his
voice. I was a bit worn and didn’t want to get into my true confession in
the toilet of a racing train. “Uh huh! You?”
“Uh huh,” he said,
tucking me away and carefully zipping me up. “I need some rest after that.
You are hell.”
When I woke up he was curled up in the seat next to
the window. I felt his hand in mine and wondered how I had gotten so
lucky. While I knew this was ninety- percent sex and relief and ten-
percent emotional connection, there was something quite different about
Bobby. Since I’d been in the military, it was hit and run most of the
time. Once you came you went.
It isn’t very smart letting too many
guys know too much about what you like and its best not to let the guys
who know what you like know who you are. This limits the amount of
affection you can share. I had a hunch that it was the affection Bobby
offered that had me attracted to him in a big way. On base you were
limited at best, some times there was a lonely figure in the showers late
at night, but mostly on an all day or weekend pass, you got it taken care
of whatever way you could find. The one thing you knew for sure was that a
lot of guys were looking to take care of the same problem. When you kept
your eyes open, you noticed opportunities when they came up. It’s the best
you could do until you got away from the military. Even going from place
to place there were opportunities that arise. Guys looking for it if only
for a few minutes. We were everywhere as far as I could tell.
“You
hungry?” He asked, squeezing my hand to bring me out of my reflection.
“Starved,” I said, looking at his bare shoulders and arched back
before he started to uncurl himself out of the seat. “Me too. I could eat
a horse. No offense. You’d do just fine only I need more than pure protein
to keep me going. He got down his bag and got out a smaller bag saying, “I
didn’t shower after my match yesterday. A little deodorant might work,” he
said. “You don’t need it,” I said. “I should know.”
“I shower two
or three times a day. I’m obsessed with clean. I think it’s because I’m in
physical contact with guys for hours every day. The funny thing is I like
my opponents to smell. Not reek but smell likes men, you know?”
“I’ve never wrestled,” I said.
“Could have fooled me. I’ve been
ridden by the best, in wrestling that is, and you hold your own with any
of them.” “I’m afraid I had an advantage over them. I was inside.” “A few
of them wanted to be. I’m sure of that,” Bobby said, smiling as he put his
uniform jacket on over his tank top. “I bet,” I said.
“Let’s eat.”
The porter remembered us, and he put us at a table in the corner of
the car. He seemed resigned to walking the extra distance but we’d left
him five bucks and he probably remembered how Bobby ate. There was no
doubt the food service would be on the profit side of the margin on this
trip.
He ordered pancakes, eggs, ham, and cereal. I ordered coffee
and pancakes because they were cheap and probably hard to ruin. “Do you
always eat like this?” I asked.
“Me?” He said, lifting his shirt
and pinching his non-existent flat belly. “You think I’m getting fat?”
“No! There’s no fat on you but the way you eat.” “Got to keep up my
strength. You don’t want me to sleep the rest of the trip do you?”
“I have a hunch there is no chance of that,” I said, smiling pleasantly
when he looked over at me.
“How is it you’re so receptive?” I
asked.
“I don’t know. Because I like it? You mean getting fucked
right?” “Well, I was thinking about that but I didn’t want to be that
blunt.”
“Sorry! I had an uncle that liked me a lot. I spent a lot
of time with him when I was younger. Then one day I strolled into the
coach’s office and the new assistant—student assistant—was getting ready
to shower. He had this really fat cock. I mean when it was soft it was
fat. Wasn’t very long. He saw me staring at it like it was a full coarse
meal.
One thing led to another and we started rooming together on
road trips.” “You just blew him?” I asked, getting hard just thinking
about his lips on me.
“Yeah, he was engaged. Wouldn’t fuck me. That
was too weird for him. As long as I’d swallow his dick he was happy. It
took some doing the first few times. No one had given him that action
since he was thirteen and it started to get too fat. Wasn’t very long
though, not that that mattered a bit?”
“What we did last night.
That wasn’t your first time?”
“Wasn’t yours either,” he protested.
“I told you I had an uncle.
That’s what he taught me. There was a
guy at an away meet in high school. I went to go to the bathroom after my
match. I’m a lightweight so most of the matches go on for a long time
after I’m done for the day. Sometimes I wander around if I get restless.
This one time another wrestler from another school was doing the same
thing. We hooked up in one of the booths in an out of the way bathroom. He
was wild. That’s when I knew to look for guys. Didn’t find them too often,
but when I did it was worth the wait. Wrestlers tend to get into body
contact.”
“I bet,” I said. “What happens once we get to San Diego?”
“We go back to what we were doing before,” he said, looking curious.
“I mean we won’t ever see each other again?”
My voice was a
dead giveaway. I hadn’t met anyone that made me feel like Bobby made me
feel. Maybe it was a passing fancy, but what if it wasn’t? What if this
was a guy I could really love? I wanted to know where he lived so I could
look him up.
“UI,” he said. “Bobby Temple out of Louisville. I stay
at school most of the time. That tells you what you want to know?” “Yeah,”
I said, amazed that it was so easy.
“Well?”
“Well what?”
“Do I get to know who you are? It might help if you call or come by.”
“I’ll give you my military address and the information from home
before we get to San Diego.”
“Cool. Does that mean we’re going to
date?”
“I’m in the freakin’ military and you’re in school. That’s a
long distance affair.”
“Not often I meet someone like you,” he
said. “My uncle was the last guy I went with on a regular basis that way.”
“Your coach?”
“He’s getting married. I just keep him in shape for
his girl. Funny how a guy like that can explain away a guy like me so
easily when I’d give my left nut for him.”
“It’s the way it is,
Bobby. If you want to stay safe you go along with the crowd.”
“Fuck
that. If I get married it will be because I fall in love. I sure as hell
won’t be letting some dude swallow my dick while telling my girl I love
her.”
“You might get married?” I asked.
“I don’t know what
I’ll do. I’ll do what suits me, you know? Guys aren’t exactly knocking my
door down. We sneak a little here a little there but I’m not going to do
that all my life. I can’t stay on trains hoping to find what I’m looking
for.”
“What are you looking for?” I asked as our pancakes were
served.
“Not anything I’ve found. I want more. I’ve gotten by so
far. It’s been okay but once I’m out of school, I’ll want a permanent deal
of some kind.”
“Well, I’ll give you my information. I’ll write and
give you my phone once I’m settled in. We’re on ship some of the time. You
can email me. Come out on break.”
“Locked up with a thousand guys
in the middle of the ocean. That’s incredible,” he said, smiling from ear
to ear after leaving a milk mustache on his lips as he dug into the
pancakes after drowning them in syrup and butter.
“I’d rather be
locked up anywhere with you,” I said, having lost interest in my food.